I want to live a better life, more calmer, more wise and sometimes even more stupidly. I want to move out, move on and reach a new destination. destination has not been finalised as yet, may be walking on a way will lead to a new place with some new faces, new dreams and some more new memories. memories cannot be forever. it also has to be faded. new memories occupies the place and and moves out to a new land, sometimes beautiful. But hold on, memories can never be beautiful, it is always a sack of those emotions or of that time which you have spent in memory of someone or something.
when people change it becomes irksome to look at those memories even. suddenly after one point of time you realise that the memories have made your life hell. that is the time when you need to get out of all these back concern  but find it too difficult to do so. you cry, force yourself to adapt something new and make yourself feel that everything is right and everything happens for a reason and that also for your betterment. deep down you still know that it wont change, neither your memories nor the phase that you are going through. you have to live with it, sometimes regretting the work you did by yourself or sometimes feeling sympathetic for oneself even.
days will pass by and you will feel restless, dumb and sometimes foolish as well. nothing going to be changing you until you on your own change.
Feel the pressure that having just one life is not about the time to be wasting in the things that has been past, it is about having a clear today. A bright today that will make the past feel jealous of it. Making something work out is not the ultimate goal, but making something that you are sure will work out is a goal to be live for. Finding it is a tough journey, but not impossible...right...!!

feelings, we may consider this as just a word, but it takes a lifetime to understand what it actually means. why do we feel? have you ever thought that feelings cannot be created, it just develops. we feel differently for each different person. our lives are surrounded with lot of peoples and this makes us realise that each person is far apart from the other. human beings are connected to each other only with the thread of feelings. We are always unable to create it, it just gets developed into our lives for some persons. i feel that it is a time taking process. Love at first site is no where in this world. it is one of the bizarre concept that the world thinks and speaks about. it just cannot happen. on the personal grounds you will find that first site is not at all perfect and even you never will feel love for any person.
It may be likeness that you have confronted with. love and likings are different from each other. Liking needs a reason but love, I don't think that it needs a reason. why do we love someone? do you have any ans for this question. may be very few will be able to answer it. in this state of getting an answer and not getting an answer is where you fall in love with a person. there arises the feelings of trust, feelings of care, feelings of understanding and much more. this whole process is a bit of time taking thing, you may never know how much time will it take. But at the end, you can be out from the box of confusion that what you feel for a person and where it can take you. 

writing blogs sometimes feels as if is a bit of boring work. time has changed everything. today writing for yourself means writing blogs. social networking has become one of the best way to showcase your inner talent of passion for writing. I write for myself, just for my pleasure. pleasure comes very less and with few types of work. we cannot love everything  so, it is very difficult to make a choice that what we love and follow what is inherent in us. one of my friend suggested me to write blogs that will not only make my mind relax but also make my concentration level and writing power stronger. I think she was right.
writing takes up a lot of imagination and a lot of word power even. it helps you to get yourself out of you. I feel that you should be yourself, but this world that has cruelties in it that makes normal people like us also go mad for what they want. we are all hypocrites. we love to sustain a double standard of living. the hypocrisy sometimes makes your life hell and sometimes it can change your life forever even.